Is Anyone Going To Want Me?

I am 45, extremely attractive, good body, I work out, go to college, have a part time job, two grown boys, a granddaughter I would die for, and those are the plusses. I have been married three times, am on Social Security Disability, no not the welfare kind, its insurance from working, and I live in a house that needs a lot of work from having no money for three years before the social security came. I have no family members to speak of, I abandoned them many years ago, because they were extremely toxic, though there are a few I keep in touch with, I havent but one really close friend. Do I sound like a winner or a loser? Sometimes I am not so sure, and I wonder how I am going to fare with men in the future? Can anyone give me feedback? Thank you.